ahh, it feels really good to be able to roleplay Team Fortress again. It’s been a good 5 months since I last tried and it didn’t go well and about a year since I had really good ones.
I think my muse has finally come back. I couldn’t be happier. I think it means I’ve finally moved on, left all that other junk behind me. I’m really, really glad to find that I can enjoy this again.
I’ve missed rping Ren. Oh man, I mean, I’ve been drawing him fairly often. But I haven’t “talked” with him in ages. I feel like I’m meeting an old friend again. I feel like I’m reconnecting with someone very close and it feels great. I can’t help noticing that I role play him differently than I used to. At least, that’s what it seems like. But i think maybe that’s because I’ve come a long way and so has he. We’ve both changed. He seems more mature, more than he already was at least, and more cynical, more battle hardened though he’s only about 2 years older than when I made him. Maybe I am too I don’t know. It’s not a bad change, just and interesting one.
I have a good feeling about all this. I can breathe a little easier.